Just Another Day...

I just found out this evening that my friend, Amanda is pregnant. She is due in August. I'm happy for her, but at the same time my heart is breaking. I want that for me! I just don't understand why I'm having such a hard time getting pregnant. It only took Amanda 3 months, and she was on birth control pills for awhile before she stopped to try to conceive. It doesn't really mean that much, but it can effect things for some women that have been on birth control pills for awhile. I don't want to sound selfish, but at the same time, I can't stop feeling so blue. I just don't get it! Maybe the doctor can help me tomorrow...I just need help before I lose my mind.

Good is good and bad is bad
You don't know which one you had
She put your books out on the sidewalk
Now they're blowing 'round
They won't help you when you're down

Love's on your list of things to do
To bring your good luck back to you
And if you think that everything's unfair
Would you care if you're the last one standing there

And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by

I don't hold no mystery
But I can show you how to turn the key
Cause all I know is where I started
So downhearted
And that's not where you want to be

And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And you could find a rock to crawl right under
If all your good times pass you by

When the day is done
And the world is sleeping
And the moon is on its way to rise
When your friends are gone
You thought were so worth keeping
You feel you don't belong
And you don't know why

And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by

When the day is done
And the world is sleeping
And the moon is on its way to rise
When your friends are gone
You thought were so worth keeping
You feel you don't belong
Neither do I
Lyrics by Sheryl Crow