Sunday, March 12, 2006

Calling All Angels


Now I'm in my two weeks of the unknown period. I always try to remain hopeful even though it has been 18 months...I'm not giving up! I might have surgery to determine if I have Endometriosis. The surgery scares me...It's major surgery but not in the sense of them cutting you open and you need several days to heal. I can go home the same day of the surgery, but it doesn't change how I feel about it. I don't like going under, and I'm afraid of the outcome. I don't want to have anything wrong with me. I would be perfectly content knowing that my infertility is unexplained, and I can do other procedures to improve my chances. I just want it to all work out to be okay.

I need a sign to let me know you’re here

All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you can feel the world shake from the words that I said

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels

And I won’t give up if you don’t give up
I won’t give up if you don’t give up
I won’t give up if you don’t give up
I won’t give up if you don’t give up

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
Cause my tv set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels

When children have to play inside so they don’t disappear
While private eyes solve marriage lies cause we dont talk for years
And football teams are kissing queens and losing sight of having dreams
In a world where all we want is only what we want untill it’s ours

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels
And I’m calling all angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
And I’m calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
Lyrics by: Train

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